Tuesday, 30 June 2020

My Struggle With Rosacea And Damaged Moisture Barrier | A Beauty Blogger Speaks | How To Repair Skin's Damaged Moisture Barrier | Learn From My Mistakes

Oh jolly,look at the cute me when I was around 9 years old ♥️

how to deal with rosacea and damaged skin moisture barrier
Hello Sweetie! This is you in the future...asking you to not grow up :P
Look at the bindi and the lipstick..hey but what's that on my nose and cheeks,the redness? Makeup? Nope. My mom didn't use makeup nor did I. That's ROSACEA. I was born with it.

Skin conditions like Rosacea, Eczema, Dermatitis etc. are characterized by such symptoms- persistent redness, rashes, inflammation, sensitivity, blemishes, painful acne...aaaaaargh. 

Lucky me that it is extremely mild for me. All through my childhood and college days, I only got redness and acne periodically-on exposure to extreme temperatures or using very harmful skincare product. Rest of the time, quite normal. But when I did get a rosacea flare up, it felt like my cheeks were burning :(

And then I became a beauty enthusiast and finally a blogger, USING EVERYTHING under the sun. Clay masks, serums, creams, lotions, scrubs..after all I was the fool who looked at all the advertisements and bought their claims...I kept thinking 'This cream will make me look that that celebrity, this product will give me poreless skin, this will heal my blemishes, this will give me glowing skin'.

And for most part, YES THEY DID! Sorry for yelling...but it is true. I did end up using a lot of beauty products that worked fabulously for me, Forest Essentials Ubtan, Himalaya Neem Face Wash, Aroma Magic Face Packs... oh those were the days. But then...something happened.

What is Skin's Moisture Barrier? How Did I Damage It?

So our skin is an organ too, right? Different people are born with different skin types. Someone's skin is permanently oily, someone's is dry, someone's is sensitive, I was born with mild rosacea and sensitive skin, my mother has normal skin, my sister has oily...But all of us are born with a layer that protects the different layers of our skin from external aggressors. This is the skin barrier.

Now how did I damage it? Kids, read and learn!!!

-First, I already have sensitive skin. I should have never used a tonne of different products on my skin but I did. Because I was naive and there was nobody to tell me in 1990s and even 2000s about how to take care of my skin. The beauty industry was opening up and all I could see was bombardment of ads to use different beauty products to look like a celebrity.

-Secondly, all the beauty products are marketed with 'This is good for all skin types', 'Dermatologically tested', 'Chemicals -free', 'Pure, ayurvedic, organic' etc. etc. There was no reason for me to feel like anything was unsafe for my skin, right? What a fool I was!

-Thirdly, when I started using the different lotions and scrubs and creams and saw that yes, temporarily my skin was looking brighter and softer, I was not aware of the fact that I was damaging my skin in the long run. About 10 years ago, I started on the apricot scrub bandwagon and it made my skin feel soooooo smooth that I was exfoliating my skin almost every alternate day. EVERY ALTERNATE DAY. Who scrubs their face 3-4 times a week???? I DID! Like a fool! Of course as time passed my skin's protective layer got damaged because I was using harsh scrubs so liberally all over my delicate sensitive facial skin :(

-I got stuck in a pathetic cycle. First I would use a cleanser to dry my skin, then I would scrub off my skin, then my skin would turn red. I used to think 'this is normal' (NO IT IS NOT NORMAL!) Then I used a heavy-duty moisturizer to keep my skin soft and that would clog my pores and give me pimples and then I would again use a drying cleanser for the pimples and then the exfoliator to get rid of blackheads and again my skin would turn very dry and again and again....

It took me a long looooooooong time to understand that all the products I was using to look beautiful were actually hurting me real bad :(

How Do I Know My Skin Barrier Is Damaged?

Since last year my skin has been sending me signals..due to personal problems, increased stress levels, hormonal issues, weight problems, environmental aggressors and usage of too many products maybe..I can NO LONGER take it for granted. I need to be very mindful of what I put on my skin and the past month has been a revelation. Persistent redness on my entire face, burning sensation on my cheeks, breakouts all over the place, stubborn scars that refuse to go away, and no matter what I put on my skin, it burns. A month ago I was putting aloe vera on my skin and I was screaming- IT BURNS! NOTHING SUITS MY SKIN ANYMORE!

And that's when I knew. I had done it. Finally my skin has had enough of me trying everything under the sun in the name of 'beauty' and 'skincare'. Being a blogger does not give me permission to kill myself with my stupidity and my skin taught me this, loud and clear.

dealing with rosacea and damaged moisture barrier
Oh, Hello Inflammation. I missed you..NOT!

How to repair skin's damaged moisture barrier and deal with rosacea
Oh there you are, damaged skin's moisture barrier. How I longed to meet you, NOT!

Whoa, redness, inflammation, painful burning sensation...seems like fun? NOT!
Rosacea and Damaged Skin Barrier. My aim now is to banish them under the aegis of a lifestyle haul.

NOTHING will go on my face without patch test on my neck and inner elbow for atleast 48 hours.

No scrubbing, no hoarding of products, no using of new products just because they claim the sun and the moon or because they have pretty packaging. I am going to choose products specifically for my concerns. Rest I am going to let my mom or sister or other family members try :)

No comparing with anyone else, especially the photo-shopped models and celebrities in different magazines.

Do You Have A Damaged Skin Moisture Barrier? Do You Deal With Rosacea, Dermatitis, Eczema or such issues? 

I am going to come out with a series of products and routines specifically for those dealing with severe skin issues. Wait for it :)

Here, I want to tell every person reading this-

-Listen to your body

-Be mindful of your unique concerns

-Take care of your health, everything else will fall in place

-Don't be overwhelmed by all the ads for different beauty/skincare /haircare products out there and their beautiful packaging 

-Don't feel pressured by looking at airbrushed supermodels or celebrities..they spend tonnes of money on imported products, weekly visits to dermatologists and cosmetic surgery to look that way

-'Suitable for all skin types, no chemicals, tested products' are mostly marketing ploys. Only you know what will or won't suit your skin!

-Relax and smile and be happy, blemishes are good, scars are nice, laugh lines are the best

We are in this together. Hang on :)

Friday, 26 June 2020

Blue Nectar Briganantadi Conditioner Review | Bhringraj & Shikakai Scalp Anti Dandruff Conditioner Review | Beauty Review | Beauty Collaboration

'Dandruff Begone' is the chant many of us constantly bellow out in hopes of banishing this malady and I am no exception *sigh*. Over the years I have zero down on Khadi Herbals Neem Shampoo as the only shampoo that truly keeps dandruff away from my problematic scalp but it also keeps my hair super-dry. So I am always in need of a good conditioner. This product from the kind folks at Blue Nectar Ayurveda was a god-send for review purposes, an anti-dandruff conditioner.

Packaging of  Blue Nectar Briganantadi Anti-Dandruff Conditioner is in a sturdy blue-hued plastic bottle with pump dispenser that is also leak-proof and travel-friendly. 

Ingredients list includes a potent mix of herbs such as Bhringraj, Amla, Shikakai, Hibiscus, Brahmi, Onion Oil, Vitamin E, Aloevera, Glycerin, all in a 'conditioner base' that is not specified. I am not a stickler for ingredients most of the time but I know there are many who like a complete list of each and every ingredient. I just trust Blue Nectar to give me Ayurvedic base.

Claims that this conditioner works against dandruff, promotes healthy scalp, restores moisture to hair.

Availability of Blue Nectar Anti Dandruff Conditioner is very good online on Amazon and the 200ml bottle is available for Rs. 645 which makes it mid-range luxury.

Quantity is this 200 ml bottle is enough to last 4-5 washes only on my curly, frizzy hair which is very veryyyyyyyyy dry.

Usage - Apply on hair length, not on scalp, after washing and let it stay for 2-3 minutes before rinsing off. 

Effect - I was excited to try this anti-dandruff conditioner from Blue Nectar Ayurveda with an abundance of Ayurvedic herbs such as shikakai, methi, reetha, neelambari, and morrrrrrrrre, especially since I have not yet found the holy grail for my super dry, crazy frizzy curly hair. 

The only conditioners that have come close to making my hair soft for longer times are Himalaya Detangler, Aaranyaa Argan Hair Spa, and Enliven Conditioner. But these also stop working after a couple of months so I keep rotating between them *sigh* Turns out my head gets used to any treatment very quickly and I need to feed it new brands :P

Anyway, so Blue Nectar Briganantadi Conditioner looks beautiful in that classic blue packaging, and has an amazing spa-like fragrance that lingers for whole day, not chemically at all, but naturally appealing. It honestly is the best part about this product, its incredible natural soothing calming luxurious smell. There are no added chemicals, colors, or fragrance in this concoction.

My hair is super-duper dry and curly and horribly frizzy so I need heavy-duty conditioners or hair masks to tame them. This does not claim to work on such dry frizzy hair and it doesn't. It works as a decent companion to whatever anti dandruff shampoo one is using. I always want intense condition from my conditioners and not every conditioner can give it to me...that is the story of my hair and scalp. One thing that confused me-the bottle says it is 'scalp & anti dandruff conditioner' but in usage it is clearly written that 'use only on lengths, not on scalp'! It is quite confusing. Anyway, it is common sense that one should not use conditioner on scalp as it can increase buildup, cause clogged hair follicles, increase dandruff and so on. 

Rather than on my curly frizzy hair, it worked better on my mom's straight fine hair with minimal frizz. I used it twice and yes, it did give my hair some softness and detangled my hair a little bit, it worked way better on my mom's hair. Incredible softness and shine. So this turned out to be a great product not for the beauty blogger but the beauty blogger's mom blessed with normal hair and scalp! 

Thus, I would recommend Blue Nectar Briganantadi Conditioner to those hair types (normal, neither too dry nor too oily, not frizzy, not curly), it is a natural sulphate free ayurvedic conditioner for normal, straight, wavy hair types for conditioning after using drying shampoos. One thing is commendable that it does provide moisture to the hair and makes hair feel healthy but on my hair the results were mild and lasted only for a day. So my quest continues. 

As of now, I am back to using Aaranyaa hair spa and alternating with Himalaya Detangler. My mom continues to use Blue Nectar conditioner and since her hair is shorter and finer than mine, she will use it for 3-4 times more. Win for her, meh for me :)

  • Incredible smell, easily the best fragrance I have found in a conditioner
  • Beautiful, travel-friendly packaging
  • Abundance of Ayurvedic goodness in the form of bountiful herbs
  • Does provide good companionship to any dandruff shampoo
  • Gives decent moisture to the hair, detangles knots 
  • Works best for normal, straight, non-frizzy, or wavy hair

  • Those who want complete list of ingredients will not like the mention of conditioner base
  • Will not work for super-dry curly and frizzy hair, results will last temporarily
  • Seems expensive 

Recommended -Maybe, depending on your hair type. Good for my mom's hair but nothing exceptional for me. Rating is 3.5/5.    

Thursday, 25 June 2020

Zilch On Cloud 9 Face Wash Jelly Review | Favorite For Healing Skin Moisture Barrier | Beauty Review | Beauty Collaboration

Welcoming my most favorite facewash in recent times to the fold, Zilch On Cloud 9 Face Wash Jelly :) After Himalaya neem face wash and Just Herbs neem-bitter orange face wash, this is the only one I have come to love with all my heart! From the start, the Zilch brand looks outstanding from all the clutter in the market. Their philosophy is admirable too, with promotion of no BS, no drama, plain simple good stuff for skin. Everything, from their packaging to their website follows this philosophy.

Packaging of Zilch On Cloud 9 Face Wash Jelly is in a sturdy plastic body with flip cap that is secure enough for traveling. It is leak-proof, I tested :D

Ingredients list has many tempting ones like aloe vera, rose water, glycerine, lactic acid, and some minimal chemicals necessary for formulating any product. All good, nothing bad, even on my super-sensitive skin.

Claims to be paraben-free, alcohol-free, sulpahte-free, silicon-free and moisturize even after cleaning face without clogging pores.

Availability of Zilch On Cloud 9 Face Wash Jelly is good online on Amazon, and it is available for Rs. 700 for 200 ml which is amazing. 

Quantity of this 200ml facewash jelly is enough to last more than 2 months even when used twice a day since only 2 drops of jelly are enough for my horsey-size face too.

Usage - Like any cleanser. Take a drop of jelly, spread all over the face for 30 seconds, wash off.

Effect - Apart from the past year that was bad for my health and skin, this year too brought its share of problems. The last 2 months I am battling recurrent acne, inflammation, painful pimples, and I had to devise a complete routine to subside it all. It includes Choonkar Neem Oil, Indrani Cosmetics Anti-Acne Gel and this Zilch On Cloud 9 Face Wash Jelly :)

I have tried quite a few face washes in my life and my favorites are Himalaya Neem and Just Herbs Neem-Bitter Orange, and now Zilch. There is a difference between them, the other face washes are a bit drying, and strong, and in case one's moisture barrier is compromised then it is not good to use very strong products. This is exactly what I am battling right now. Going to soon do a post about compromised moisture barrier. However, for now, just know that it is a painful condition especially for someone with sensitive skin from birth, like me.

This is the first time I have used a jelly face wash and realized how much better it is...

-Glides like softest cloud on skin
-Feels cool and soothing
-Leaves skin feeling hydrated somehow
-I love it so much I leave it like a moisturizer on my face for 2-3 minutes before rinsing off and it still does not dry out my skin 
-Is extremely mild yet cleans my face nicely, leaving it plump and supple

But yeah this is not deep cleaning for those who need to remove makeup. I loved using it specifically because my skin is going through a repair mode after succession of acne attack, inflammation, dryness, I am using only the mildest products on my skin and This. Is. The. Bomb. 

It fulfills all its claims completely, so absolutely recommended, especially if your skin is ultra-sensitive and problematic. I will ensure I have this by my side at all times from now on!

  • Fulfills all its claims completely
  • Cleans without drying
  • Leaves my super-sensitive skin feeling cool, supple, hydrated
  • Huge quantity, makes it value-for-money
  • Helping my skin in healing from intense acne and inflammation
  • Can be considered as pricey in one glance
  • Will not remove stubborn makeup, but does not claim so either
Recommended -YES, a thousand times YESSSSSSS. An absolutely incredible product, use it, your skin will thank you. Rating is 5/5.